It's crazy how long we haven't talked, and although we only formed this tight friendship in how many months, I think it was building up 3 years ago when I first met you. Very slowly, might I add. What's crazier is how much I missed and miss you. I once told Ana that losing our friendship was like losing my friendship to her, but I take that back. You're more of an older sibling to me. Zruh O last eay, O stintud ta zahdun zrit eay nuille zunu ta mu cahsodunohg raz bid O wult ihd raz dupnussud O bucimu. O stintud ta daybt zrit O rid ihd stintud ta zahdun zrit O cayld'fu rid. O ritud trit O wult trit zie sa O pysrud tru wuulohg izie. Despite that, I never stopped missing you. It didn't hurt when I saw you two, mostly I think because I had my own love and because I've long accepted your moving on. It saddened me though that I didn't know anything about her when normally, you would've told me about her. I may not be the first to know(usually), but during the olden days, you'd surely tell me. You were are the perfect gentleman, perfect friend, perfect brother. It was hard losing that.

Lately though, we've been talking. Err texting rather, and it brought back the past. I was momentarily happy. It was pretty shortlived. When everyone left, including you, I still couldn't erase the fact that things will never be the same again. Even if I'm slowly trying to bring it back, I don't think it will ever be back. That's what made me cry. The last time I felt this horrible was when Ana and I were fighting, but that eventually got fixed so the pain was as shortlived as that momentary happiness. This time, it's longer. It's less painful now, but it still is. I wish I knew how to eliminate it completely but I don't think I ever will for reasons I don't want to displace here. (I hope I used the word displaced right. HAHA.)

Anyway, I'm happy you're happy. I know it's the most cliche line ever but you gotta admit that there's truth in there, that it's actually completely honest. I am so happy and glad that you're finally happy as a bee. HAHAHA.

Fned mosgm um dned tiib urmuti, U ferdit dy pi fudn ayo piseomi U grif ayo't dhied li hiecca ficc. U'l ryd meaurk dned U'l ryd dhiedit ficc ryf pod U dnurg ayo fyoct'ji piir e khied, ry, EFIMYLI ed piurk dni yri (fnusn um ecmy piurk ayohmicv), fnidnih vyh li yh vyh erayri icmi. La lyl cyjim ayo dni fea mni cyjim Cersi, ert U serryd mdyb fyrtihurk nyf dnurkm fyoct'ji piir uv ayo fihi 'nul'. Ud'm nyhhupci dned mylidulim U dnurg ud fucc pi piddih. Ud'm my efvoc dned ayo mylinyf legi li tyopd dni bhimird. Ud umr'd ayoh veocd, U gryf. Pod ayo kid la byurd. :)) Mshif dnum. U hiecca neji dy mdyb dnurgurk epyod dnum. :|

PS. This is the 3rd letter I wrote to you, I think. The second one I gave to you. The first and the third, which is this one, I don't plan on showing, even if I said I hope you secretly see it. HAHA.

I love my friends. It's not connected at all, but I just wanted to say it. :)

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