My mom told me that if you keep things to yourself, your body will react to it and may lead to throat problems. If you keep something in and unexpressed, you'll get sick because your body is saying that it should be released but you don't want to do so. Imagine ah. I had 2 operations on the throat. First time I had a cyst that practically protruded from my throat. Second time, I had papillary carcinoma. Basta I had cancer of the thryoid glands. So two operations on the throat. What does that say noh? Ain't it sad.. I get pretty emotional sometimes, especially when it's at the peak. Right now it's at the peak so please pardon the profanity. I just don't want another operation on the throat.