Happy Birthday Yona Ju and Nikka Castro!

Anyways..
Ho-hum..so.. prom.. I'm too tamad to make it detailed eh.. Probably because it was kind of a blur. And dragging. And boring. Thank you to the juniors though for a great tribute. We will miss you guys too.

After prom WAS great. And then yeah it hit me when I got my sanity back.

I just had the time of my life but it wasn't with the one I wanted it to be. Same name but not the same person... I woke up this morning from the trance of whatever alcoholic stuff I drank and the first thing that entered my mind was "I am a jerk."

One thing I remember talaga though. I suddenly stopped dancing and suddenly searched frantically for you. I was on the verge of breaking down in the middle of the bar when you materialized in front of me and asked me if I was alright. I just slumped on you and just held on. "I thought you left me.." "Don't worry Ana... I will always be here..."

So yeah. Now I want to just kill myself. Seriously. I feel AWFUL.
Sorry to everyone..

And to you especially. I want and need you in my life. I'm really praying that you forgive my stupidity. I love you Jason..

:(
*sigh..*