damn..i was checking my friendster tas tiningnan ko yung recent updates. team recently updated so i checked it out. they put a sign, sabi watch out for team on feb 25 in starmall doing excerpts from different ballet classics. sabi din they updated their featured friends tas andun silang lahat. shet i miss dancing. nakaka-ilang weeks palang since i danced and i'm already missing it. feeling ko nga tumataba ako eh. crap, i feel horrible. i feel so bad na di na kami pinabalik ni mama. i want to watch them but i'm afraid to show my face kasi nakakahiya. i feel like i let them down so much. fuck, i hate this. i want to see them again. i want to dance, especially jazz. ang konti na nga nila eh...='( i hope that show will bring a lot of audiences and future students.

i really miss them. i'm already near to tears. i feel so ashamed and sad and depressed and all sorts of things like that. i guess i really do love ballet. i just can't imagine dancing with anyone else but team. i miss you guys, and more power to you.


ok bye, i need to go for now. i'm having a hard time seeing the screen already. daming tubig.