Wednesday, October 25, 2006
WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CONTENT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR VERY YOUNG AUDIENCES. SO GO AWAY IF YOU'RE NOT READY FOR A LOT OF CURSES.
Today was bullshit. I hate the Rel QE. It was so damn long! Essay was 35 points! then there was this part pa, something with salvation. I made my essays so fucking long na naubusan tuloy ako ng time! I was only abe to answer TWO essay questions out of, uh, I dunno, 5?! Shit. I am so not in a good mood. I haven't even started studying Biology. ugh! This day is NOT my day. I cried nga because I wasn't able to answer 3 ESSAY QUESTIONS and 1 "SHORT ANSWERS" QUESTION! That's more than 20 points down the drain.. Crap...I hate it... I approached Ms. Pantaleon kanina and tried to talk to her. I had a hard time because I started crying. Why would I cry? because I really want to become Silver awardee. I studied hard for my tests! Really hard! Then all of that hard work will just be thrown away because some strict teacher became our proctor? This is just...CRAPPY.
Oh great. I'm crying again. I hate this. Major meltdown followed by major depression. Suddenly it seems useless to study for freaking Bio since I'm going to fail one QE anyway.
I hate being so lousy and useless. I hate this.
I'm shutting down. No, I can't.
But I am.
Oh God. I hope Ms. Pantaleon allows me to have some kind of make-up test or something for it. Please talk to her. She's a numerary, I hope she lets me make up for it. Ok, no connection, but who cares.
Definitely not ME.
11:41 PM
