hay nako..parang ang dami kong problema but at the same time ok naman...di niyo gets? ako gets ko.. :)) i'm just feeling really crappy right now...stupid...stupid....stupid me......

my butt hurts because i've been falling too much..
my insides are starting ache..
i've been having minor heart attacks..
i've been so bipolar lately..
i started to panic more and more for absolutely no reason..
my brain has been emitting strange and unwanted images..
i've been staring into space..
my mind hasn't been working well..
i find myself thinking of something else..
i want to cry out "ENOUGH!"..
but to no avail..
nothing works..

why did it have to be me?
why am i the one with bad luck?
i thought all this bad luck is just an illusion from the mind.
it's just psychological, i tell myself..
why do i feel so affected?


maybe because i AM affected...
by the simplest things!
by disappearing friendships..
by little song lyrics..
by the tiniest hints of unforgettable memories..


good bye to you, my friend! ciao! please...leave me alone....













SHORT COMMENTARY:
* this is me when i'm emo. if you don't like it, live with it. accept who i am. buzz off if you don't want to.*

>and you, who made my life so complicated and kind of, not really harsh, go away. if you don't, i'll spray funk-off on you so that you'll go away. or maybe, i can just yell in your face "Evaporate, tall person!" to make things simpler, just leave me alone..shoo fly, shoo! i told you to leave! why are you still here, infecting my perfectly normal body organs and functions? get out, you unwanted disease!<









ok! now that it's out of my system, i can explain it you...




on second thought, wag na.. it will just bring back everything.. just try to understand it by yourself...