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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

ugh, history longtest tom...ayoko na...that's worse than bio, mostly because i never really understood mrs elane that much...labo niya magturo...

argh! i was so stupid kahapon sa ballet! i left my pointe shoes! buti nalang pinahiram sakin old pointe shoes ni ate jacqui.:) thank God for that.. :)) it ws so soft, parang soft shoes instead of pointe shoes..oh well, it still helped though.. :D partnering was ok...i was able to turn well. i especially liked the finger turn. dati kasi super lakas ng force ko nahuhulog tuloy ako..yesterday i was able to control it. same with the pirouettes. ^_^

when i woke up this morning i felt really really lousy. super bad mood ako..;p pagbaba ko for bfast si mama palang nandun.

MAMA: Ika, you want to go to mass with me today?
ME: *shook my head*

a little while later....

MAMA: Parang the signs are pointing that you'll go to mass with me today
ME: *ignored her*

when she went down/ before she left for mass....

MAMA: Are you sure you don't want to go to mass?
ME: *shook my head*
MAMA: *under her breath* My goodness..

when we fetched her in mass....

MAMA: You're quiet. Do you have a problem or you're just tired?
ME: *nodded at 'just tired'*

you see, i told you i was in a bad mood. i don't usually snob my mom or anybody. that's why i wanted to get to school agad kasi the people there know how to cheer me up. hay buhay...kanina i was feeling pretty guilty for treating her like that. pero now that i remember how i was feeling, the lousy feeling, it started coming back. argh.

i think i felt lousy kasi

I wasn't able to study that well last night and that made me feel lousy.
The sky was super cloudy: a perfect day to stay in and just sleep.
History LT tom.
I had no idea (at that time lng) if ate bought a map of asia, plus i had no string for the friendship bracelet.
I left my poitne shoes at home last night so I had to borrow pointe shoes. That was embarrassing.

i guess all of those made me feel grumpy. i hate waking up at the wrong side of the bed. grr.
i hope i get to study well today and sleep well, too.

shoot, there's a health hw that i have to do pa plus study for histo lt. i have to study EVERYTHING again because i hardly got anything from mrs elane. she sucks at teaching.

wish me luck

can't i just runaway from here?.....

1:37 AM