Move On Lyrics
(whooo whoooo)
How do I end up in the same old place,
faced again with the same mistakes,
so stubborn thinkin I know what is right,
but life proves me wrong everytime,
takin roads that lead me nowhere,
how do I expect to get there,
but when will I learn to just put you first.
(Sometimes I want to be put first. No matter how selfish it sounds, sometimes I just need that.)
(Chorus)
I come to you now when I need you,
but why do I wait to come see you,
I always try to do this on my own but I was wrong cause only with you can I move on. Can I move on.
(I should really stop hoping that you're a mind reader, that we're so connected that you'll practically feel what I feel and just understand me without any words.)
(oh)
When I awake it's you that makes
me strong,
and I know that you've been with me all along,
so many times I begin to close my eyes and listen to my heart,
with you life is so easy why do I
make it hard,
(Why? Why do I always end up making simple things so complicated? I HATE being so EMOTIONAL. I don't do it on purpose. I just end up being like this. I try to control it, I promise you. I hope sometimes you just accept those times and comfort me without pointing out how shallow I am.)
oh takin roads that lead me nowhere how do I expect to get there when will I Learn to just put you first.
(hey!)
(Chorus)
I come to you now when I need you,
but why do I wait to come see you,
I always try to do this on my own but I was wrong cause only with you can I move on.
I get out of my own way, let you have your way.
Cause I realize Im no good on my own,
I'm there for you,
(Are you? Not as much as I wish you could be..)
I'll sell for you
I can't live without you. Noooo
(Chorus)
I come to you now when I need you, why do I wait to come see you,
I always try to do this on my own but I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong. With only you, only you, with only you. Can I move on, can I move on, can I move on,
You said, "You're getting harder and harder to talk to." and I said, "Do you even try?"
You replied and asked me, "What do you think?"
I think that you do try but I guess that wasn't enough for me. I'm sorry for expecting so much from you when I should've expected less. I set my standards too high I should not have done that. I admit now though, that I have been keeping things to my self. "I always try to do this on my own but I was wrong." I didn't want to tell you how awful my day was yesterday. I didn't want to tell you how angry I was at you because you were blaming me for not convincing you well enough to come home with me to Alabang. I was angry because you didn't save me when I was lost in the middle of the highway. (Shut up I know it's stupid to get angry over something that isn't your fault.) I was angry because you didn't seem like you gave a crap about me. I know you probably had enough trust in me lang, that I'll find my way out of my predicament. I was angry because you didn't even ask me today how I was feeling, how my coughs are. Because you didn't come here when I was looking forward to your comforting hug. Because you weren't there for me. After the initial anger, I felt awful about my irrationality. I didn't want to tell you how angry I was at you. I didn't want to tell you about all the awful things because they aren't as awful in your eyes and you'll think I'm just emoting too much. Then you'll just tell me again to MOVE ON. I'm sorry if I can't MOVE ON as easily as you can.
I can go on and on but I won't. That's not what I replied though. I said, "I guess you do. Sorry."
I hate you for not understanding me fully.